* We choose Denial

*

Is it that the fun lies only in the chase?
Or did I search for ways to strengthen an idea that was merely non existent?
Disillusioned, to an extent I forced myself to believe.

Why is the pain of not having greater than the comfort of having?
But then again, why is assurance the more skeptical side?

Sometimes we are charmed by singularity, not the bond. Not for what is shared.
So what am I holding onto?

Or is it an illusion I'm forcing myself out of?
Untold, as much as forbidden,
My fears strengthening what I attempt to camouflage
Cause it rather be suppression
Than rejection, which will lead to the inevitable.

So I choose denial.

* Up, above the world so high.

Give yourself a piece of the night sky
You look up, the engine of dreams launch
As amends and aspirations
You find your little niche in a theatre so high
That you're lost in its magnamity.
In the best hour of the day
It strikes, as tide waits for none
And time humbles our numbered existence
and there we are, back to the square one.

* Belated Valentine

I hate that you've got someone
I hate how without you, its never that fun
Thinking of you just makes me glum.

I hate the fact you don't spike your hair
I hate it when you don't seem to care
This what's today I cannot bear.

I crave us how a year back
And how together we'd talk like crack
And now my world changed from white to black.

And I hate how I'll have to leave you behind
All the world will spin in its time
And all this will remain just a memory sublime.